Matrix 2012 from weB log 2012 and beyond

About Dates are chronological. Entries: April 25. May 9, 16, 23, 30. June 20. August 22.

2012-04-25

I'm in a shamanic act where spacial aspects are rather aesthetic and with occasional lapses into non-linear time. It started a few days ago with a startling wakeup vision of a happening over thirty years ago. Now it was not as I have always assumed. The changed version is in fact of pressing current active importance. {Calling this the Matrix 2012 project.}To recap and expand on journal entries.

2012-04-14

Doing yoga I came into mindspace where the visualizations are real. The pose was belly down under Shasta and connecting through the magma of earth to Peru. I was up there when the men came (then and now being the same). I realized it was not a threat situation. That is, by not being afraid, we all transcended ourselves or as Yaani says, opened to our true natures. So we work as a team. But I need to do more now. A fiber needs to be inserted in each DNA (that is all on earth). But how would that be manifested? Or is it a braid made only by myself? Like when writing a computer program, I need to break the action down to each short yes or no step. Binary.

2012-04-15

Fixated on what came to me in yoga last night. For over thirty years I've thought that trip to Rosaspata, Peru, northeast of Lake Titicaca was the single most dangerous and simultaneously courageous and foolish thing I'd ever done. To be released from the intense guilt of my personal risk is huge. But to realize eight other people in the confrontation now see it as a team meeting is emotionally monumental.

Geome and Ins (talismans I've found on recent walks) have important messages or vibes to be resonated from Matrix. Wow that sounds like what I have to do. Reading On the Way to Machu Picchu. Wonderful things. Red hand at Matrix with the galaxy people stored there. Kept the doors open with a kriya crystal. Suddenly wondering if there are three lakes here where I live that are sister lakes to the ones at Matrix. Deer Lake/Darla and Eastern Lake/Ester. O got the feeling of actual communication with Ester. I've heard there is a third lake, called Little Deer Lake. But on Google Earth I see five. Somehow this makes sense to me. I need to honor the five. Walk down Lakewood, to stay along the edge of these lakes which I will name matching the ones at Matrix. My lakes informed by sea level and runoff and the Floridan aquifer. Matrix lakes reverberating hills high Andes information. Galaxy people need to get wet.

Geome and Ins have special messages. Special way of conversing. They don't just transmit and send. As I walked, one in each hand, they were doing that with Matrix and the Galaxy people. The GP want to set up these chat rooms sort of thing.

What do the 8, the ocho hombres, mean? It's like they are part of a circle. The four seasons and the four celebrations in between, the 8 parts of the calendar like the witches honor. The Buddhist wheel. I don't know exactly how I relate to them. Except this morning, when I was standing there in meditation, I felt like I was standing in for Pacha Mama, but that is so presumptuous. It was like I was a facilitator. And they are for me. We're like a wheel. It's been 31 years since I was there. There are usually 16 spokes. 4*8. 2*16. Hexadecimal. 32-bit, 64-bit. All related to binary I guess.

What was this about the DNA strand? I guess the galaxy people would help us with that. Breaking down the steps. Maybe I can make an object-oriented diagram. There are levels of time and two locations. Then there are the players. The diagram for weaving has to be so simple that it can be transmitted through the stars. Of course there is that southern cross, Crux. We don't see that. But the northern cross, Cygnus, is like that. Just bigger. Let's go with the crosses. Ahh, angles. As in triangulation. Somehow I think Aura/Wavelengths is playing in there too and also God Cell. Let's see, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 {} N S E W Up Down and center. That's Arguelles' affirmation of the directions. And we could say uncenter. That would be eight, works. Center and uncenter are exactly the same, of course, neither one existing, but and the only thing existing.

What was going to be triangulated? The directions for building the DNA? Oh, N cross and S cross, each has four points. Eight, eight guys. If vector from one … This isn't making sense. What am I going from and to? I figure eight struts or angles for each cross. Total 16. Maybe it is from stars of one cross to person to stars of the other cross forming an angle.

2012-04-16

Walked around one of the three inner lakes here and saw that it was beautiful. Surrounded by private property so I had to trespass to see it. I have encompassed and connected to it. All day trying to go on. Finding that the Feminine Ray seems to be a figment of imagination or creation of a single author, repeated by many others, particularly by spiritual tours to Peru. I think it appealed to me because of the feminist movement grounded in my roots, as probably best expressed in Stained Glass Lib. As of now the ray seems like a healing affirmation.

2012-04-17

Traversed the other two inner lakes. The last one is near the Gulf of Mexico, reminding me that Lake Titicaca was once at sea level. Perhaps this virtually renews a connection over time. I'm ready to start a working diagram, but where would it be in wholeo.net? In the Trips/Art/Florida. No, this is more an shamanic act, so should be in Trips/Imagine/Act/, maybe creative? Is it related to Mindfield 2012? Or Carolyoga, maybe a special? Back to Art, this is a creative act, called Educing a Strand. This title could change as the act enacts. Creating a page called Matrix 2012.

2012-04-19

Suddenly dawned on me that maybe there is a more mundane reason for our connection. Searched on global warming effect on Lake Titicaca and have been reading for hours. It is drastic. Drought and less runoff from glaciers and the lake is going down. All the high country is at risk. Then I found that Manco Capac was killed near Rosaspata, the last retreat of the Incas goes through there, can hike it. Also there is a white rock carved called Nusta Ispana. There are some ruins. Weird, one track mind, I didn't even know the history of where I was. However, life up there might become a desert in 2040. Thirty years is nothing. So what can a DNA strand do for that? I can see it might help folks elevate and perhaps become more compassionate and socialist. Oh, and maybe use less carbon, emit less CO2 and become more environmentally responsible.

2012-04-20

I got guidance this morning about Matrix2012. That the stars of course diagram a tetrahedron. I got some valuable insight. How I can do alternate nostril breathing to the two constellations. Breathing out to one, then in and breathing out to the other and in. Each breathing has three aspects: in belly, in ribs, in high chest. Then three out the same way. The spheres are the breathe ins. The waves are the breathe outs. It can be done with regular breathing too. The other insight was maybe this tetrahelix strand is added to the normal strand, which has dualism, able to replicate by splitting. In other word DNA is one strand that replicates and this strand adds to that.

4/21/2012 I can't explain the rapture of this experience. It takes a whole lifetime to build up to this point. All those hours of studying and geometry and working in it, documenting it. Reading the book, taking the trip. Forgetting it for 31 years and then to have it all come to the intensity, almost like walking up that hill. Focused all that time before Matrix, then I said this is not an anti-climax, this is the climax. Boy was I high. It is almost like a loxodrome, when spread out, I'm on the other pole now. It's feeding back, we feed each other. They're not linear. They are linear but they are so connected that they are part of a Möbius action, which is an infinite loop.

4/22/2012 Looked at star charts and see that tonight in 2012 at 11 the Cygnus is just over horizon in east whereas Crux will be high in the sky in the south. On June 30, 1981, at 9 pm, say after the men leave, and I am on my way out, Crux is farther west and Cygnus too, but higher in sky in east. So this whole time we both can do breathing with one of the constellations in sight (ocho hombres at Matrix and me in the US). According to star chart, Crux is always partially visible over horizon, but dips below between October and December. Using that same time of night, 9 pm, Cygnus is invisible from Dec. 18 to May 23 so the only times for visible breathing to both is from May 23 to Oct 12. Wow I should have this project well-defined by then, hopefully.

Dates of being at Matrix: 6/27/81 left Moho, walked to Rosaspata, slept in restaurant lady's bed, shared with her family. On 6/28 explored area with boys and other adventures I don't remember at all, slept in bedroom again. 6/29 walk to Matrix, slept in cave. 6/30 day at Matrix, evening visit from ocho hombres, fled back to bedroom, slept there alone. On 7/1 walked from Rosaspata to Huancane hotel, getting ride on truck when reached main highway. Along with say 15 other people all standing up in the open air.

Seems like I should animate the crosses. Here would be the sequence. Breathe in 1, 2, 3, hold. Breathe out 1, 2, 3 going to the alternate cross, hold. Breathe in at the alternate cross, out at the near cross. Repeat the sequence. How does this relate to the strand? Fuller said each tet had 8 qualities, 4 in and 4 out. So possibly one cross breathe in/out creates one tet of the tetrahelix or strand of DNA. Hmm, when do breathing could do in tet side colors: red, green blue and alpha. That would be breathe in. So would breathe out be invisible? Then when do sequence at Crux, add another tet? So each complete round builds two tets?

2012-04-23

The Geome has found home in Red Hand chakra that is now strengthened at Matrix. The Ins shell is connection to sea and the writing has an etheric meaning going down in the lava shafts to Mt. Shasta. I had forgotten the significance of the three lakes and how I ground here. In breathing I visualized the three balls on inhale the expanding wind/windings to SA, out in Matrix. At first visualized me atop Pacha Mama stones, but later me under, in the middle of the hill, Shasta shafts. Octagon personified around the top of the hill. Thinking that visualization need not be too geographic because that is misleading. It is the genesis of the experience, a human experience that finds a universal principle that can apply to anyone's experience, anytime, anywhere. Back to breathing. http://www.bugman123.com/Math/index.html.

It seems this teamwork has been pressurized by the crises in our civilization and earth resources. But I can't see any goal or outcome that I can define. Can't get us educated, can't reform our governments to work, can't avoid the consequences of global warming. Peace pole. Meditating together? Complete breathing? Evolving?

First innovation breathing in, breathing out to the lakes in Peru. Breathing in to the three balls at the three lakes. Breathing out to the three lakes here. Breathing in to the three lakes here. Instead of just Matrix and this location. Breathing to the lakes is radical. Exciting. Thanks Stella. Thanks, I think I mean Ester and Darla. O but there's two protective lakes in Peru too. Shocked by forgetting the stars and breathing to the lakes. How reconcile seemingly diverse if not contradictory visions.

2012-04-25

On my walks I've been breathing to the lakes here and there, rather than the stars.

See work in progress in Art/Florida/community/educe/Matrix2012: Matrix2012, Rosaspata, and educe. The weB log thread of this project is continued under 2012-05-16.

The shamanic act of 4-25 or Matrix 2012 project continues; the artwork visualization is in progress.

Getting visions of the graphics I need to do. Mesh octagon with the octal fractal artwork I stole from the web. Put it in the center of the two star breathings connected with a loxodrome. Make some sort of animation transforming the 1981 fear circle into that. Then make directions for using the image. Can I do that today? Need to show how the stars diagram a tet, so there is a connection with the breathings when building a DNA strand. There seem to be 6 colors in DNA models: red, blue, yellow, green, black, and purple. But this is not the bases, phosphorus, and sugars. This is the structure they hang on. What is between red, blue, yellow, green? Doesn't work. All my models based on 3. How about red, blue, yellow and purple, green, orange? No that is 6. Cyan, orange, purple and yellow-green I like.

2012-05-05

Walked the labyrinth with others in a world wide ceremony at Unity Church. The 3Rs = Release, Receive, and Renew. These stages correlate with walking in, pausing, and walking out.

I envisioned Ocho Hombres walking in. Released from fear.

Two constellations came into me and down with roots in earth. Also went out to the far stars there. Aware of them not as a flat pattern but spacial and some other unfathomable quality. In my brain Cygnus (Northern Cross) flipped over to the left and Crux (Southern Cross) flipped over to the right. So in my mind references are opposite the outer star locations. The kriya jewel came into the center. I wrote “replaced” in my notes. Did it come back or what did it replace? I know little if anything about a kriya jewel (although important at Matrix in Peru). Everything made of fibers connecting. Received.

No separation coming out. Renewed.

2012-05-09

2012-05-11

Walked around three small lakes located between two coastal dune lakes connected to the Gulf of Mexico All this water is to invigorate the drying out high Andes life forms that will survive when we are nuked. I feel we are weaving a web of consciousness to be a larger life form that draws sustenance over time too. Like tie down rhizines of lichen that somehow gather nutrients and moisture. Yes we are lichen. Somehow that pleases the Swedish and Danish in me. I think that adding an “n” after a word is an article. If hund is dog, then hundn is “the dog”. So we are liche and as lichen we are the “liche”.

The idea of the composite came partly when the diamond constellations embedded in mind appeared to overlap or interact with the breathing. Like homeopathy, breathing it in imagination somehow enacts it in the real galactic context and that in turn energizes the synergy. Wasn't there a pooling with the lakes and under Misti? Must get that drawing too.

Put up the breathing between Peru and USA graphic (Educing a Strand) that I thought I did before, on Facebook.

Main vision was that the movie is the cumulative building of all these separate visions into a complex layered composite. First was breathing in lungs, like rib cage sort of mimics, what is the word I need, not models or mirrors, reflects, encloses, the spiral spheres of breathing in. Not three. Don't have to have three. Could see that initial vision of the breathing to indicate multiple breathing spheres. So I was getting CW and CCW windings in left and right lung. Breathing out flows out.

Another pair of spheres in brain somewhere, maybe the two lobes. Then all four at once. Then all four like faith symbol. How did it get to eight? Maybe faith CW and faith CCW. These offset as ocho hombres and Candelaria (or explanation), a different way of turning both ways at once.

2012-05-13

Since it looked like it had just rained, decided to do the ramp walk continuing thoughts about the Matrix 2012 project. Got a couple of movies talking about visions. Now I'm totally excited about using them as a base for the the movie. The ocho hombres movie. Wow. That overcomes the problem with so many of my visionary works, where the detailed thought is in the writing that hardly anyone ever reads, even if they look at the video. I always love the shots of the nature photographers and bios and such. So I can do the ramp walk and when I talk about the models and animation, actually do it. So how it comes about will be completely transparent. I think that'll interest people tuning into their own visions and creativity.

Breathed in to six spheres. Breathed out to six wavys, which intertwine to DNA.

The octagon looks like a satellite. Looks like a movey, haptihedron, rhombicuboctahedron. Remember the Native American vision. That's a key, comes in when the breathings cross. DNA going one way, point of view of model is static. Point of view of action is either one way or the other, called left-handed or right-handed.

Wouldn't it be cool to show the 8 men morphing to an octagon. Getting to be 3D (octal hombres fractal imagery develops as shown in educing). Zoom in, get to octahedron. That could start morphing into Arguelles octahedron and the rainbow around earth (Rainbow Bridge).

Weaknesses. The noise of the crashing surf is painful. Camera is always slightly tipped down to the left. Most of the views are of the walkway which is not as interesting as the Gulf, the beach the bank and the sky, which always remain marginal. I'm this disembodied voice. All the good nature movies have a cameraman that photographs the explorer. Or the explorer photographs himself so that he/she is a visible actor in the process.

My aim here is to visualize the breathing and the geometry. Use minimal walk-talk setting as is plus some ID of myself and the place. See how can integrate the faith symbol breathing of 5/11 with today's geometric modeling.

2012-05-14

The minute I got to the beach and tuned in, started inner seeing to the cross-flipped reference constellations, as if they were the real thing or active reps of the real thing, so I was kind of cross-eyed looking inward to infinity in two directions. It had the same effect as when moving eyes from close up computer screen to out the window to the clouds or the farthest treetop. Stretching vision and all connected to the eye/brain/perception center. Well, not really that, but inner perspective, z coordinate. New idea for me. I wonder if it is because I am so used to representing things on flat surfaces, such as paper, canvas, or online on a computer monitor. I think my imagination simulates depth. After all, how deep can something in my tiny brain be? My mind's eye is entirely without physical dimensions anyway. No no, says my intuition. When I enter my inner world it has a different kind of reality, not a model of the outer world, but an alternate reality. Those flipped inner constellations are inspired by the ones I see outside myself, but they have their own construction based on experience and today I enacted depth within.

Then began a series of trying to integrate that with breathings. Basic infinity loops. Finally decided it could be done two ways. Sometimes able to do one or the other and sometimes mixed. So breathe out to Crux. Oops, just proved there are two more ways to do it. I was thinking that breathe outs are always to the people on earth and breathe ins are always to Crux or N Cross, the stars.

So if I breathe out to Caroling infinity, I can breathe in to N Cross, breathe out to Hombres infinity, breathe in to Crux, and repeat. Or I can breathe out to Caroling infinity, in to Crux, out to Hombres infinity, in to N Cross. If I breathe out to Crux, in to Hombres, out to N Cross, in to Caroling, is like I have been doing for alternate nostril breathing. But I could breathe out to Crux, in to Caroling, out to N Cross, and in to Hombres. These feel like four different variations to me.

Coming back after I had done my self-portrait studies, I put away the camera and did breathings. After awhile I tired of the mental discipline, the thought patterns directing breathings. So I just visualized breathing in to the stars and out to the people infinities. So I was doing both then and now, both there and here. Then I wanted to do it without thought. Meditative walking.

About noon and am stymied. I can imagine working on a movie as envisioned for each day, but can't see how they all fit together. I mean artistically. All the educing seems connected and valuable and exciting and real.

Question. If start with the drawing from the book, of ocho hombres and me, does that morph into a haptihedron of all of us? At the same time the ocho turns into an octahedron and I turn into me now for the practice to work, the breathing. Instead of working on yesterday's movie, which is the end, I should start at the beginning.

2012-05-15

Got a whole idea of how to present the movie. Start out with 1981 grounding the Feminine Ray at a Matrix in Peru, showing the hill with Red Hand. Make a date ticker that crawls across the bottom. Jumps to the Ocho Hombres. Fear. Confrontation. Flight. Then morph them into the corners of an octagon, then gradually into the haptihedron shape. Meanwhile my face is in the center of the octagon, in 2012, fear gone, coming together for peace. Show map, the overall educing scene. For the stars of course tets. For the labyrinth insight the octagon can flatten down to the ring with the dreamlike figures and the star tets can flip and cross paths and zoom down to my head. Then that zooms in to a closeup of that config in head. The music could be Andean pan pipes to start and morph to Brian's flute and gong.

2012-05-16

(Note that the thread of this project started on 4/14/2012, reported under 2012-04-25 and is still in progress, continuing here.)

Didn't see how the breathing or the global geometric Arguelles' Rainbow Bridge would fit. The weB log thread of this project is continued under 2012-05-23.

2012-05-16

Enjoyed this video from 9/24/2010: Unite Powers Between The Eagle of The North With The Condor Of The South, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=22lIgY-QURw. In meditation visualized a heart shape in brain lobes with the two sides filled with breathe in sphere windings. The breathe outs flowed away but returned to mingle and overlap with each other, creating the EIE and DNA strand.

2012-05-17

At the Visionary Shamanism seminar trip: The animals. Did I see evolution? Seems like there were several versions of a skull with different animal faces. Maybe my co-journeyers' or pets. Or did I turn into them remembering my shaman past? I actually became those animals, flashing in succession. Until the tuatara. It stopped there when I felt our pineal. How can I finish that sentence? I was looking at a tuatara in the Wellington botanical garden zoo. In the present. Even though I had some fringe memory of a TV story that he might have died. But for me alive. In fact, the partner tuatara that was there, we all three were one pineal in some way. The tuatara was telling me something. What was that? I've forgotten the message of the tuatara, which had something to do with the pineal. This is hard. I'm getting the image of the pineal bursting, like a ruptured appendix. Spraying and spraying my brain in its releases. Is it breaking? Is this what it always does? Is this a message? What gland is it associated with? Is this something I need to do more of? Is this a message for the ocho hombres?

{Before I pasted this in here, I knew why, how this vision relates to matrix 2012 and the ocho hombres. Is it to spread the pineal?} the part about the window with inner pool, with clouds above and land below. Like my ink paintings but with a window frame and maybe blowing curtains with weather. Seems like this started above, in the fan and skylight above and came down my chakras, but alighted in one two feet and three four hands and five six ears and seven eight nostrils. After finding the eight it spread like raindrops on lily pads springing up lily replicas of the windows to each process and cell and spirit and element in my being. Turning me on lovely in the memory. Renee said I was smiling almost the whole time. Except for crying with the grief Carol stores in her right neck shoulder. All the negative emotions. Not sure I laughed with the final joy of the seeding, overall remembered as all daisies, daisies all over. They have always been to me the essence of fresh, one of my favorite words. Fresh. I was so completely refreshed.

2012-05-25

Good concentrated breathing morning. Got tones for breathe in here (me, now), breathe out Crux (south, then), breathe in there (Peru, then), breath out Cross (north, now). Four tones came naturally when I was first doing the breathing. Reminded me of five tones in the movie Close Encounters of the Third Kind.

Another way to track the pattern: Now in, Crux out. Then in, Cross out.

Counting steps. In now, out then. In then, out now. Bridging the time, that's the classic.

An "all now" variation is in here, out now, in there now, out there now. So we are weaving those times closer together. But here's another thought, this would be the morning walk, breathe in here. Instead of breathing out there … visible transmission. See myself here, see the stars there, then breathe in to down there, then out to those stars. That's a way to get to me. A whole different pattern. {This makes no sense to me on 5/30 but perhaps it will some other day.}

2012-05-26

Breathe in through the nose, out through the mouth. Not easy to get into the longer breathing out. All of a sudden it seemed like I was breathing us closer together. Not sure how the dotted lines joining north to south would come, if they would bend in or gradually just shorten. Coming together, can see a mandala of repeated constellations around the edge of a consciousness symbol. Breathe into the center of the people. Breathe out to the periphery beyond the stars. So it became just a closing in and then out. (See a study, Concentric Breathing.) I did that for most of the walk. Still doing it. At 6:05 a.m. I start singing it. Great birdsong loudly too. You can tell by the timing who's being emphasized. Then I saw the Wholeo symbol somehow mixing with the octagon. Maybe meeting in the middle. Seeing the overlap of the two constellations, like two tetrahedrons, makes the brain cell, perfect for morphing into consciousness and then expansion of consciousness. You have a circle of 9, that's prescient of Danaan, it became a point of 9.

Wow, I just saw the Wholeo symbol is “Hum” (hums a high note) and then coming to a circle. Breathe out (hear audible breathing out) to the outer circle. Breathing in to the center of the circle and out. OK the Wholeo symbol becomes the circle and the octagon becomes the circle and they … there is a vibration there, can't occupy the same space, but they can, so they go past each other. At different times, one is contracting to the point and the other is expanding a bit. Eventually the haptihedron of course becomes expanded consciousness which has something to do with the DNA, which is strung out like spokes of a wheel. Ooh, each of the ocho hombres becomes, on breathe out becomes a strand. It's not that they are doing that but they are the label and we all go ( or we all don't?) do it. Getting so cynical about the number of ideas I'm getting vs. the amount I actually visualize as art.

Need a recording of the tones. So in the first go with the tones, I repeat it 7 times. Then I do it with Me in, Crux out, then in, Cross out. Wow, I could combine the first 7 with the coming to center. Or not. Wonder which to do? Need to find a breathing cursor. Would it just be an enhanced dash? How does that relate to the three balls in and waves out? Maybe mock it up with the loxodrome graphic?

2012-05-28

Variations of visualizations. Constellations centering on breathe in, DNA breathing out. Ocho Hombres centering, Caroling out. Ocho and stars centering brain cells evolving, crucible. DNA strands evolving out. Also there was a very complex view of in and out at the same time.

2012-05-30

Made a Google Map of the two locations: 1981 in Peru and 2012 in USA.

The weB log thread of this project is continued under 2012-06-20.

2012-05-30

Made a Google Map of the two locations: 1981 in Peru and 2012 in USA.

2012-05-31

Times are almost exactly the same for me and the ochos, Florida and Peru. To me it seems interesting that I've moved to the same timezone and latitude as Rosaspata. A video starts out with two tones, used to breathe in and out. Not sure if this is applicable but saw this: breathe in Wholeo goes out to the concentric circles, gathering and morphs to circle at the outer edge of the circle. Breathing out comes to the center, cutting through the debris bands, which sort of seem like the galaxy spirits, thoughts, biological information.

2012-06-02

The only real visualization that I had was the zoom in like I did in virtual residency where it all streaks in radially. That would be the breathe in, like looking at the octal hombres fractal diagram, where they shrink in with that breathe in radial rays could be sudden collapse, all the rays and zoom, sucking sound. Smushing in and then it would come out to circles, that would be the transition. That was major. When I got to the little lake Tresca and I was being, looking at that lake in Peru and looking at this lake at the same time. Time was collapsed. What else was I going to say? Like when the stars come together and they twist into two tetrahedrons, that's one thing. But when stars come into as tet and makes a strand of tetrahelix DNA, does that build with each breath, deeper and deeper into the tetrahelix. Or save two of them? Maybe it depends on how many rings there are in the target.

2012-06-03

When I walked a spiral that I found on the beach, in the center, the message was “Don't forget Sirius”. Walking on Blessings Beach, in breathing, saw both constellations out there and they crossed in my mind, like a butterfly pattern. Two out there up breathing in and two in my brain/mind, located within on breathing out.

I just saw the transition in another way, slow. Gradually, gradually, the butterfly region (both crosses in sky and reversed in mind) getting smaller and smaller. Not pulsing, gradually. I guess that's on the sides the streaks of just gradually streaks like Google central America that I saw on Google earth yesterday (the screen shot I was going to use for background). Then it got to be a tiny point. The circles started coming out, also gradually. Like enlarging from small, smoke rings out to full size.

2012-06-04

Breathe in to people and stars, four-pronged all at once, the resources. Breathe out to concentric/radial DNA building. (At spiral labyrinth during partial eclipse of the full moon at sunrise.)

2012-06-07

First thing I got when walking was breathe in to the star/location/people/brain based butterfly, reaching out and then in on hold. Zap to point then out in DNA strands and whatever they are circles out and then maybe not shrink in but dissipate, disappear. Reappear with the reach out. Maybe even Leo Elo's reach out. Boy he had it on the business card. The reach out and the coil. Must just look at that again.

The idea is that this visualization is the most important thing. It is as important as wholeo dome. I can put as many years and as much of my resources into getting this image out and into use. I have started it with roots in wholeo symbol. The history of the ocho hombres and red hand must be out there, but not needed for the most popular. I might even just work on this breathing and fill in the logistical gaps later. I can blog this, but dream on, no worry about how many people will read and put energy into comprehending my wandering talk.

2012-06-12

On walk this morning. Breathing butterfly in, circles out. Changed to stars in, round out. This is all the time breathing, not special sessions. Also thinking heavily about the ECMS, solstice, birthday retreat cluster of Thursday and Friday, Dec. 20 and 21 timeframe. I need to invent something new, like the qigong energy transfer around the circle. Maybe it is like that, breathe in to the stars. Breathe out around the circle of people. Might build concentric circles. Me in center, three around me, seven around them, and the rest around them. So if we have 11 people that will work. Can adjust so we have two or three circles.

2012-06-13

Right now I'm obsessed with the idea of sharing my visionary process. Have a merry visionary solstice. Wow, I wrote that and the screen went black. I found it was a loose connector. But is that telling me something? Is that an omen is a more correct view. The thing doesn't tell, unless I assume intelligence communicating with me. Well I do, but think it is unwise to make them rational. I like to keep them in the dark. I wonder what I should get from the occurrence since it seems to bring up something in me. I have been imagining an evening where I tell about my feminine ray quest and its finish. Then tell how it reappeared and teach the breathing technique which involves visualization. Then use the last five minutes to get own visions. Or have five minutes to channel, in which they can simply look inward, or express in writing or art, some record. Perhaps tie in with the Mayan calendar end of cycle and what omens direction messages can we reach for the new era. I will hone my own direction from trying to formulate it for others. Need to read Nancy's article to help frame it in a way she can understand.

2012-06-16

Thinking down in Peru they are getting ready to celebrate Inti Raymi, the return of the sun, for them it is the winter solstice. Now I'm doing both these solstices at once.

Then I learned a new kind of breathing this morning. It is so inconceivable, I'm not sure if it is just a concept, if I can even introduce it to anybody. It is like breathing in and out happen at the same time. There is a different kind of breathing in when you are breathing out. A different kind of breathing out when you are breathing in.

When I first walked out, I just saw the patterns blinking fast. Faster than I can breathe. <Make a good in out sound riff> Like a strobe almost. So I thought, do we just visualize this without breathing? The upshot was there is, you breathe in and there is some further breathing out pattern that happens. And when you breathe out {nice actual sound of exhale} there is some further breathing in that happens. So there is a complete cycle of breathing, constantly coming in. So it's not an in/out, there is constant coming in and constant going out. But we don't recognize those patterns because we've synced it to our breathing.

Breathe in stars to points or point, then when you breathe out <phew, nice pneumatic sound of breathing out> it's like there's fireworks, going on the same trajectory that they are coming in. It's like breathing in the butterflies then at the out point, they keep going. Then on breathe out, it is like a wholeo {concentric rings in double bowl shape in 3-D visualization} rounding coming in, rounding coming out. The rings that go out help power the in and can go beyond. I mean it is targeted to normal breathing to your body but with expanded consciousness it can be radiated out. So it is to help all the cells, super-cells, I don't know. The cells are in a world of their own but there must be some relationship to this body that they are in.

This movie ends before getting to the power station. I remember other thoughts, I thought recorded on video. I thought I didn't turn off video until turning in to glass business. So I might have lost one video. On the continuing breathing in at some extent, like the poufs of fireworks, those are the sirius star crystal chunks being now radiated out, distributed.

Now I can see two kinds of animations of this breathing affirmation info. One where the breathe in is to the left coming from the stars, while simultaneously the hidden breathe out concentric bowl rings are going out down to the right, powering the breathe in extensions and star crystal chunks. Then on breathe out to the left, the concentric ring bowl, the breathe in extensions continue to the right. So to the left is the exoteric, the external, the breathing previously comprehended and described. To the right is the hidden, new info, inner.

The second way to visualize this is both/and always simultaneously happening. So the breathe out rings going out to the left while at the same time the breathing in star butterflies are superimposed on the left. To the right the breathe in extensions radiating out while the breathe out also going out.

2012-06-17

{During sunrise meditation} I did spend time and returned to my evolutionary breathing. The visualization of the ins and outs, really sphere-double cone shaped was not straightforward. It kept changing direction.

Bin and bout for breathe in and breathe out. Vector in from out is vino and vector. Scratch that.

When breathing in, the out looks like it is going further in but it is going further out. When breathing out the in breath divides and carries star chunks either further in to body or in to distributed out there things. On the next breathe in the continuing out breath furthers distribution.

6/20/12 Walking a labyrinth for the June solstice.

When in the center I got kind of a knot or constructed baseball leather and scraps with ties as if maybe suspended. This vision did not progress and I didn't know what to make of it. But on the way out, matrix breathing distributed my sirius crystal, like loaves and fishes, multiplying out all over the world. My question had been about the DNA form. Maybe the answer was it is a complex package, not a tetrahelix but within somehow, not a strand but a distribution. On breathe out the spokes radiated out, with a crystal dab at each end. On breathe in the further part radiated further. Or was it radiation on breathe in?

2012-06-20

2012-06-24

The first two B in and B out show just the star breathings, which can stand alone as in and out. The second two B in and B out show just the DNA creating breathings, which can also stand alone. I had been doing these together but it was an experiment doing them apart.

Med 3 {after morning walk. Need drawings here too} Sweat pouring down from hair and brow and dripping off various parts of my face. I had index finger to thumb with fingers extended. No sleep like in meditation 2. Right side kept falling down.

Suddenly switched to breathe in from Peru, still facing west heading around earth opposite direction turning.

Then turned earth position so I was facing east so I was balanced, not breathing from either FL or Peru.

2012-08-29

I must reorganize the Matrix 2012 content of this blog chronologically. Having the latest entry first is fine for seeing the latest work. But for complex ideas developed over days, weeks, months and years, the latest entry makes no sense as it relies on familiarity with the previous thread. So I'm putting it all in chronological order in this journal.

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