Geome Journal 2012

It started with the Birthday 77 geode find for Caroling followed with journal start in 2011. Here is my Geome Journal for 2012.

See also 2013 and 2014.

1-1-2012 At the moment of sunrise showed it {the sun} to Geome. They talk. I do like the fact that sirius Geome crystal got mounted upon such a wonderful sand castle. Bounced our sun info to Sirius, setting up more links. {That was my sunrise walk with iphone photos to studio b plan, lots of photos on Facebook.}

Back to today. In kitchen thought that Geome was interested in plants and eating and these things that humans do with earth. Thought about the “pet rock” craze years ago. Turns out it lasted about 6 months and the ad guy became a millionaire in 1975 marketing them. Must have been powerful marketing since I heard of it, not reading papers or looking at TV. Now there is a USB plug-in version by ThinkGeek. Also still sold. Apparently the manual is what is fun. I found some, not sure if is the original or not. But I think the problem is the concept of “pet”. To me this rock is a pet because I've come to own and care for it. It is an important companion for me. It seems to have a life of its own that I can communicate with. This communication is imperfect since we are such different beings of different species. I feel the way we intercommunicate is preparing us for outer space, telepathy, and becoming more conscious and spiritual beings. To trivialize relationships with these others, such as teaching them tricks, dressing them up, pretending that they'd like to eat like we would is demeaning and degrades the relationship. I'd like to use the pet rock concept, but upgrade the notion of pet.

I've decided to do Geome's journal Geome journal off of the birthday picture page. Separate from my blog. Publishable every week. Or more if it seems important in time. I could make this my project for last week. Sic! Next week. Sense of time is indeed interesting. Does that slip mean I should do it today, as I have been considering, since I really would have done it yesterday if I didn't think yoga was more important at 8pm.

1-5-12 In Deer Lake State Park, Video 2502 I bring out Geome and hold in hand, show to pineal, and start carrying in palm. It seemed great. Projecting? Just as likely as not. More likely probably. Given my background. I just don't believe in these things. I just experience them. … missed everything I'm saying coming down to the lake. Too hard to hear. 2:23 nice video of showing Geome to lake. 3:13 dip Geome in water of lake. Drip drip can't seem to get video of how the water seems to be dripping through it. Quite a few fleeting shots of underside of Geome, that look green (see photo at top of page). 5:38 nice video of xtal. Talking to Geome, about going out on the road where there must be mycellium since there were mushrooms and earthballs there. I'm your tour guide. 7:56 So Geome, I'm going to do a journal, not a daily basis, and I'll put that on the web. Who knows, you might get a following. Even if you don't it's an outlet that we have. It helps me remember where we've been, where we're going, what we're doing, what our thoughts are. When I took you out of the bag, I saw a little piece fall off. I don't know how much you spread yourself. See here, it comes off on my finger. So you definitely are seeding. Since I don't know anything about how you grow, or what your purpose is, or if you can expand your purpose like I'm trying to expand my consciousness.

Video 2513 I get that whenever I come to water, I give you a dip. This way Geome will be happy and I'll be much more in touch with the water. And the water is happier too. A win-win-win. I'll have a little map, a Geome GPS. Its going to be a great year. 2:22 I put Geome down on the ground. Some good twinkling light. 4:08 Geome likes wind, in the swinging arm. Taste the air. 7:38 I put Geome down by a mushroom emerging from sand.

Did yoga and the xtal myth is growing exponentially. Seems like an angelic intelligence or a superhero energy comes to me. Did five pushups. Did steady yoga. Being coached. At some point thought to do the rainbow bridge and see that we all do it at different angles at different times, so earth is bathed in rainbows. Double red inside to outside blue to inside blue to outside red. In earth and earth in us, both. I feel very close to going over edge into insanity about this but there doesn't actually seem to be a choice.

Yoga was amazing. I was stronger and steadier in many ways. Could it be this crystal is acting with me?

Meditation at ECMS was ordinary, should I say? I sat with Geome and afterwards spent a small time in the courtyard, where Orion was ascendent. Saw a star to the left, but the brighter Sirius below, almost in the trees. Dipped Geome in the fountain water.

1-7-2012 FTA hike from Hwy 20 to Rattlesnake Lake through old-growth longleaf pines and tall wiregrass, called the Econfina Prairie. Carried Geome in hand most of the way. At Rattlesnake Lake, immersed in water.

1-8-2012 Took Geome to Eastern Lake for a dip and did lake 2 lake (to Deer Lake and back) at dawn.

1-9-2012 Sitting with Geome, got main need for water and air. Can't deal with clorinated treated water well. Needs to be outdoors and get natural mist and rain and runoff. Now on balcony railing where it is wet. Taking to lakes and rivers and ocean is a plus, is part of our co-evolution.

Looked up definition of geode. It is from earth-like. A nodule of stone that when covered with water and an event such as pressure, develops a lining, often of crystals. Also lymph and arthritic body parts. Also a microchip for computer industry, trade name. Then looked up images and found celestite, also celestine, that looks like mine. Here is a definition:

Chemical Composition: Celestite is strontium sulfate, sometimes with much Barium. Hardness: 3 - 3 1/2 Occurrence: Sky-blue colored brittle clusters of crystals, orthorhombic in structure, transparent to translucent. In the U.S. celestite may be found in New York, Ohio, and California. Excellent specimens are currently found in Madagascar. Also called celestine. Metaphysical Properties: Clarity of mind, clear communication skills, balances energies, calming, harmonious. Excellent for use in dream recall and astral travel. In healing, celestite replaces pain with loving light. This delicate and exquisite crystal is lovely to behold. Corresponding Astrological Sign: Gemini

From http://www.crystalsrocksandgems.com/Healing_Crystals/Celestite.html, exactly what is called for 2012. Also Calcio or Bario celestite with calcium or barium in them. Here's their description:

Celestite is a stone of peace and can help connect you to the angelic realm. It stimulates clairvoyant communication , dream recall, and journeys out of the body. It also promotes purity of heart and attracts good fortune. Psychologically, Celestite imparts gentle strength and enormous inner peace despite urging one towards a greater openness to new experiences. Mentally, Celestite calms and sharpens the mind and promotes mental balance. Placed on the third eye, Celestite opens a connection to the universal energies. It brings a vision of peaceful coexistence with the whole of creation and holds the possibility of total harmony. 

Celestite aka Celestine comes in white, clear, or cool lt. blue cluster crystals. Gentle. Soothes nerves, stress. Quiets mind. Serenity, harmony, easiness, stillness for receiving, connection to spirit, overview, creativity. Helps Throat Chakra. Honesty, openness, stress, worry, hearing, thyroid, potassium/manganese deficiency, Central Nervous System, tiredness, fades in sunlight. Clarity of mind, clear communication skills, balances energies, calming, harmonious.  Excellent for use in dream recall and astral travel.  In healing, celestite replaces pain with loving light.  This delicate and exquisite crystal is lovely to behold.

I am thrilled with the discovery of possible identity of this hand holder. On the balcony it is definitely exuding the blue light that always haunts my meditation visions.

1-14-2012 At Florida Trail picnic at Indigo Pond, Took Geome down to the water and let it soak for awhile.

1-15-2012 I almost lost Geome. I was home from my walk and emptying pockets when I realized Geome was not with me. Thoughts of "Geome needing to go on its journey" and "I'm just part of the adventure" raced through mind. But I knew I personally was in love with Geome and wished to be a caretaker and facilitator and partner. I became completely able to accept either reality, to have and hold or to send blessings on the way and let go. But I had to retrace steps. At DLSP I had brought Geome out to see the sunrise coming down 30A. At some point had replaced in jacket pocket. Drinking tea and picking up garbage. At the DL culvert seat, I had taken Geome out and put on the bench while I did video. So I could have left it there. Then it should have been in pocket while hurrying home. But could have fallen out whenever I stooped to get garbage. On the way back west, I passed a snowbird-looking couple, going east. I put the bag of garbage in a dumpster. If I had put Geome in the trash by mistake, I could reach the bag and sort it out. So I determined to drive to the last known site, the bench, then check the garbage, and then decide if could rewalk lake to lake.

Driving east I saw the couple returning west. Did they have Geome? New caretakers? Seemed to be looking at me. At the bench Geome was sitting there. I must have picked up my coffee and bag of garbage and completely ignored Geome. I was video/talking to Geome and describing the situation when a biker zoomed in behind me and stopped, totally involved in fixing something on her bike. I picked up Geome and left. If I had delayed even three minutes, would she have seen and taken Geome? Or maybe she was supposed to have it? I realized how completely in love I am, where I'm completely thrilled to be able to continue with Geome.

When home found a glass stand so Geome can receive light from all around. When I picked it up, was astounded how cold it had gotten. What a temperature-sensitive being.

Looking at Geome here beside me on the stand, caught a glint from main divide and found it so engaging, tried to photograph. Then again coming near, I felt antipathy. It is so glitteringly sharply cold, icy, piercing. I don't like broken glass-like edges that cut and wound. Almost hurts my eyes to follow the angular chaotic details. Contrast with a flexiful rainbow-sheened soap bubble. Also I feel Geome's distain of me, manipulative, projecting, assuming, as I am, with all the cultural baggage of an American person rooted in the twentieth century.

1-16-2012 When I hold Geom in my cupped hand during meditation, it gets so warm. Took it to see the glowing dawn light out front and now it is out back on the deck. There was a point when I thought of the word lightened, rather than enlightening. Like I am a point of light experiencing a physical person named Carol. Then I seemed to be myriad points of lights with the same experience. Imagined glowing caroling.

1-17-2012 Geome helps me receive and transmit.

1-18-2012 Geome has come to help finish the movie Earthling Meet Earthballs.

1-19-2012 Took Geome to the meditation group. A friend knew instantly that someone had lost it. She said her teacher had given her a special crystal with blessings. The friend lost the crystal but soon later received a heart-shaped crystal from someone else. Part of the night's visions were of crystals xtals. Tiny in each person. Tiny overall no space between. Only one crystal. Crystal as fractal holographic reality. Feeling like an activating crystalizing being as I write.

1-20-2012 Took Geome to investigate the deer lichen I brought from Eglin AFB almost a year ago to replant a fire-burned area NW of Eastern Lake.

When I picked up Geome, it broke into two pieces. Or rather fell, seemed like it had never been together. Little diamonds scattered in the sand. Saw a glint of the red streak and one dazzle of the rainbow in the video but I remember seeing more rainbows for sure. Every move seemed to disintegrate it. I put the sand where it broke into a bowl where it rests. .

1-23-2012 Geome is now put together with tacky glue so it can be opened if need be. Held Geome during meditation. Instead of becoming indiscernable, it became heavier. At one point the crack kind of lightning sensation in my palm. Sense of expanding, like the expanding universe. I felt need to express cohesiveness. That although expansion is allowed and inevitable, a life form practices recombination, integration, synergy. Allows diversity. Geome became very warm. At the end I felt it was actually radiating heat. At this point there does not seem to be any question about these things. I need to hold Geome when meditating. I need to take Geome on hiking trip but it can stay bound or should I say netted, in pack. There is great teaching for me. Oh and the pineal. It seemed to be melted white fondue. It could just drip and drain away. It is soft and misty moon. I felt like I was containing and shoring up and adoring pineal too.

1-31-2012 I found another magical object, a shell with an apparent inscription, described here. I'll hold it in the other hand as I meditate with Geome. What if they are destined vibe sharers, we three producing a synergy of untold wonder?

2-29-2012 Both Geome and Ins appeared in the video, Standing Meditation, Tree-Wise. I'm now holding them both (one in each hand) in standing meditation.

2011 < > 2013