"And the new sensations are divine. I'm being hugged so tightly. My muscles are stroked, my bones are bent. OOO it's so exciting. Every part of me is caressed and bathed and blessed in complete massage and movement. I'm giving too. I let my light hammer and blaze.
"I must go on. I feel another opening.Something cold and stinging dry is attacking the top of my head. I'll never be able to live in that poison, if that's where I'm going. This must be death after all. I'll give a glorious kick, and last swell of light. Part of my head is out of the hole. Something terrible is piercing my eyes. It's harsh and bright. It comes inside me. The Pineal works with it now. At each push after push I go more and more into this glaring corrosive atmosphere. One more push together and I'm out.
"I love my mother this instant I leave her. My food and air cord is trailing after me now. I miss the communication through my skin with the water. I fear my inner light is gone. I'm unconnected now. Am I born or dead? The disgust I feel about my exit from the vulva is partly my fault. I dove for it."