Fish picture leaping up with open mouth. Teeth. But smiling.
I am a luminous fish being held up by two gloved hands in air like gliding above a sparkling ocean. Smooth, blue, golden aired. Vibrations are the first messages of change. Touching. Contractions make me aware of my skin. Being pushed and the bottom opening up under me.
I'm furious. This is the worst ever. I start to go. I'm in it. I'm doing it. This is my show. Every part of me is caressed and bathed in a total massage. Everything everywhere is movement.
What's me? I am everything. Total expressing love. Each stage more intense. Getting what I want. I want to be born.
Light blueness appears as a coolness or blast of chemicals that terrify me. I worked for this and look what I'm getting. Vile but somehow I know I'm going to live in it.
So I leave my body for a look around. I see me being born and I love me.
Fish picture leaping up with open mouth. Teeth. But smiling.
I am a luminous fish being held up by two gloved hands in air like gliding above a sparkling ocean. Smooth, blue, golden aired.
This now is bliss.
I wrote this one day about 1979. Reliving and reporting my birth experience was born from learning about 1970s Rebirthing defined by Leonard Orr. I understood it as applying visionary meditation on an intentional adventure of consciousness. As he describes on this page: https://www.leonardorrfoundation.org/bio/my-story-by-leonard-orr, "they were in a womb-like environment and they instantly regressed to birth and prenatal states of consciousness. They did not just have memories, they regressed to a psycho-physical state. It was a complete spiritual, mental and physical experience."
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